he did it again.
i don't know how he does it
but he did it again and
im grateful for all
of his blessings
my teeth to push
through my lips and create
a smile thats disproportionate
to my face
its an incredible feeling

i
can't
afford
my
life.

yesterday my spirit was as broke as my bank account.
but im gonna keep pushing, im gonna reach that goal.

massachusettes i love you, wait for me?

:)

august.13.2008

it was a life changing
crossword puzzle.

new beginnings:

how did it go this long and i didnt know?

we never went this long without talking and then you're gone.

i knew youd go out like a rockstar.

you took the headlines by storm.

i love you, bp.

its that time again.
time to desecrate my body some'more...
thankfully, i dont have the money to,
[nor if i did would i be selfish enough to]
spend it on something like that.

someones birthday is coming up soon!
and that same someone, i miss very much.
shhh.

beth and ava are here!
she's beautiful. both of 'em.
isaac is such a good daddy.
bethany is such a good mama.
i wish they were closer.
our wishes don't exactly work parallel with gods will, now do they?