i am so blessed
(and i have been for
so long, but my eyes and heart
just didnt' appreciate it much
until just recently)

i am where i am and i love it

my eyes are so open now
and i see everything in flourescent
its a beautiful world
and im finally learning to appreciate
every bad thing thats happened
that put me where i am.

its taken every muscle in my body
to NOT call someone and express
my disdain for him and the predicament
im in.
thank you, god for showing my control
in that department if not anything else
today.