show me your boobs

i met him almost 6 months ago now.
and i think its at this point you hit a rut, maybe?
this is my first relationship.
how sad?! but we've been on edge.

i don't even really know what the point is in contributing anything to this journal on this matter. in fact its pointless to write about a relationship which varies based on emotion and feelings when they change all the time.

i just...[way off topic]
i wish i felt more.
he hangs out with his ex and im fine with that. my friends think im crazy, but they dated a long time. he loved her and they were best friends; who am i to separate that? i just feel as though i can trust him.

im being a girl.