its taken every muscle in my body
to NOT call someone and express
my disdain for him and the predicament
im in.
thank you, god for showing my control
in that department if not anything else
today.

when will my heart and head
be on the same page?

intrigue

that's the word im looking for

i love my circumstances.
the good, bad and ugly.
living by faith, hope, and love.
the most terrifyingly comfortable feeling
in the world.

he did it again.
i don't know how he does it
but he did it again and
im grateful for all
of his blessings
my teeth to push
through my lips and create
a smile thats disproportionate
to my face
its an incredible feeling

i
can't
afford
my
life.

yesterday my spirit was as broke as my bank account.
but im gonna keep pushing, im gonna reach that goal.

massachusettes i love you, wait for me?

:)